I went for my first practical lesson just now...

It was SCARY!!! DAMN SCARY!!! I just can't seem to control the brake & accelerator.. Think I never even press on my accelerator most of the time.. Just let the car move on its own slow slow speed. I press abit only think @ most 20km/h, I feel the car is going too fast already.. And my mind went blur.. Don't know what to press liao.. And anyhow press the brake and accelerator.. Ya, I know.. I'm terrible la.. Haha.. But.. But.. Just too panicky liao...

Throughout the whole lesson (a torturing 120 mins), I keep wishing for the lesson to end as soon as possible.. It's even best if can just end immediately.. Even though the instructor was very very nice and patient.. Bad also la.. Cos he laughed at me.. ;( We maciam like old friends siaz..

I regretted enrolling for driving lor..

Finally when the lesson end, I got out of the car.. And guess wat?? My legs went soft.. Wobbly.. Feel so weak lor.. OMG!!! How am I suppose to get through another 20 or so lessons?!?!? When I took a cab back home, the driver was actually driving at a normal speed la...But I feel like he's racing...

My next lesson is tomorrow.. Feel like dropping out of the whole course.

Sighh!!